The church ministry fair showed me I can keep my eyes to myself. Thanks be to God! But I am not healed, from it. I still am as rebellious as ever. My eyes do not make it as obvious. Women have different reactions. There is the woman I have not noticed. So she flirted. There is the woman who does not believe I have reformed. Sorry. I am truly sorry. I do pretty much keep my eyes to myself. But it is still very conscious. Will it ever be easier? Probably only when I have my new glorious body in heaven.
That reminds me of the mixer for Lee High School graduates commemorating the 50th anniversary of it's founding. Was it my imagination that there were women on the make? Wow, they were almost as old as me. It never ends does it? Barbara and I had great fun. Again it was somewhat unsuspected. Why do I go you might ask if I have such low expectations? Well I keep hoping to see some people that I did know and like when I was in school. Alas. Those people never come.
Barbara got to make a new friend and they discussed Christian ministry for an hour or so.
Ministry fair was a lot of fun. Who knew? They had to turn off the lights and kick some of out. I sure did not expect to be there so long. I got some new missionaries to pray for. I also need to remember to pray for local missionaries like the Litzenbergers. I ran into Wes and got very encouraged about renewing chess club for the year. I've been wondering if they were trying to let me down easy. It was not particularly successful last year. Still I think chess can offer a great benefit to certain kids.
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